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Hey there guys, gals and all gender identities in between ^^
It's ya boi, Venus, here with some holiday updates for those of you beautiful beans who still stick around and support me through my long periods of inactivity and lack of content hhhhhhh.

ANYWAY

So I do apologize that I always lack content, I'm just like any other MMDer, artist, cosplayer person out here in internet land- I have my slumps and I also have real life that likes to get in my way of doing all my fun stuff. But my constant working helps me have money to afford all my fun stuff and be able to go visit Danna-MMD and such <3 so I'm sorry i don't have many models or resources available right now, I will be continuing my little clean up of my account and its folders so it can seem a bit more organized as well as contain my most up to date content and such that is currently available.

I will be releasing a few things here and there for the holiday as my christmas presents for everyone, when I have the time to work on them ^^

This week is thanksgiving and though I will be working a lot this week I will have the honor of having Danna-MMD over all week/weekend to join me in our first holiday together as family. We've been best friends for a decade or so but never had the chance to spend the holidays together, but this year she gets to join my family for turkey day! <3 I'm so excited.

I may not always be active with posting content but I am literally always online on this site so feel free to comment or note me about anything owo I'm here, I'm queer and I love talking with peeps XD
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Yo-ho~! 
I'm still alive. I just haven't had time to dink around with MMD/PMXeditor or any drawing stuff in a hot minute. Been hella busy irl, but I haven't forgotten about this account or anything like that. I love to MMD and do artwork and post cosplays and things for everyone here ^^ i just haven't had the time recently. And I really only get super MMD inspired when I have a besties weekend at Danna-MMD 's place, otherwise I just stock pile what parts I wanna use and then make little to-do lists for each edit and shiz. I'll get some downloads up and ready for y'all soon, I promise :) I always try to pull through. 
It is getting into the peak of con season and I'm gonna try to do more local events in the PNW this year cuz I didn't get to go to Sakura-con this year AND THE CONVENTION NEED IS STRONG!!! I con crunched with my friend but didn't actually con so that was HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Yeah.

Anywho- some good news, we are apparently not going to be losing our house anymore! We got very fortunate somehow and will get to refinance and keep this place. I do still plan on moving out soon cuz I get tired of things around here a lot (it's a very old house with a lot of problems) and it's just the time for it ya know?

Some more news!!

-I do have commissions open right now so if you are interested in an art piece or some MMD help then please note me and we will discuss stuff :)

-I also have set up a new goal on my ko-fi with the intention of putting the money towards the deposit for an apartment and I would be immensely thankful if y'all donated <3 <3 as stated I will do a sketch for you or give a shout out on any of my social medias for you :) just name it! ko-fi.com/smellycatcosplay buy me a coffee maybe? :D

If y'all wanna chat or need anything from me I always have my inbox and comments open so just hit me up ^^
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Please read if you want to know what's been going down owo
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tldr: My life is a dumpster fire and I need help from all you beautiful humans in exchange for drawings or mmd stuff.   



Sorry for not posting or reblogging or doing like anything on here recently. Life has been trying to actually kill me recently, be it with stress or with that car wreck I was in last week.

Yep! You read that right! I was in a car wreck. Lemme tell ya about that cuz ya boi is surprised he is even alive rn tbh. SO- I was at a stop sign that was part of this 4 way intersection, I had no visibillity on either side so i crept forward a little bit in order to see the damn road and check if anyone was coming in either direction (no one was at the time) so I proceeded to go through the intersection. Mind you this is a residential area and in my state you can’t go more than 20-25 in a residential zone, I was barely going 10-15 cuz I had just started to move through. Outta nowhere on my left (which is the driver side as i was the driver) this car comes barreling around a corner going 40+ miles an hour and crashes directly into me on the drivers side, it caused me to then back spin outta control, hit a tree and then go up onto a sidewalk and almost go through the front of a small apartment building had i not been able to recover and pull the e-brake for dear life.

The car i was driving was totaled and so was the car that this crack whore (and i’m saying this because she is proven to be one and not just to insult her) was driving, she also crashed into a parked car and dented its passenger side door in. None of us were seriously injured at all, miraculously my friend who was in the passenger seat of my car only got shaken up, i got bruised all up and down my legs and had a mild concussion, the lady who hit us got a small cut on her forearm but it wasn’t even deep enough to draw blood.

Here’s where it gets even better! And by that i mean worse for me. She was a homeless crack whore who was living out of this vehicle, she had no insurance and no valid license. She also refused medical attention after I called 911 which means she could have very well been on something at the time and a preliminary exam would have easily proven that. SO! With all that in mind, I got a ticket for failure to yield after a stop sign and since i was the only one with insurance I HAVE TO BE LIABLE FOR EVERYTHING APPARENTLY WHICH BULLSHIT BEYOND BULLSHIT BUT YA KNOW THATS MY LUCK SO HEY LMAO! 

This all happened on the morning my other cars engine died and it is beyond repair so i have to sell that thing for parts pretty much. Now we have no cars, at all. Relying on friends to basically uber us back and forth from work for a while until the insurance tries to help us out at all. Thus far they haven’t. I was approved for an auto loan from my credit union but it has very strict limitations so it’s hard to find anything yet.

ONTOP OF ALL THIS!!! (Oh yeah, it gets EVEN BETTER) Likely losing the house I’m living in like 6 months. So I’ve only got that much time to figure out this dumpster fire that is my life. I never once thought that life after university would suck this much. Like. wtf. Why.

I am going to try and set up a gofundme thing just to try and help scrape together  some semblance of funds to help. At this point I am trying to remain hopeful and optimistic but I am getting fucking desperate y’all. Any help i receive will be going to replacing the car(s) and then saving to move out of here and find a stable place to live. orz
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As of right now I have started a ko-fi account because that way if any of y'all choose to donate and help dis bish out then I can properly thank you and contact you about what sort of content you would like as a gesture of thank you- be it a drawing or help with an MMD model or something :)
This first special thank you goes to my MMD grandpa and one of the funniest dudes I know: Maddoktor2 <3 you're incredibly sweet and the best grandpa I've never had! 

I am keeping the ko-fi (and potential gofundme) links on here, my tumblr and my insta due to the fact I have more of a following on all 3 of these places than I do on facebook qwq;;


If you are able to donate it would be greatly appreciated and I will certainly provide content for you personally as a show of grattitude :)
You can choose from a feature on any of my accounts, a fan sign in any of my cosplays of your choice, a drawing of your choice of any character that I will upload for you or mail it your way if you prefer physical copies, or helping with any MMD problem you may have that is within my power to fix <3
Even if you're just able to share this or any of the posts that have the link and spread the word to help a potato out then it would be immensely appreciated <3 

Thank you to those of you who have made it to the end of this <3 You're all amazing and i genuinely love and value all of you who i've met on here :) <3

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Tagged by the Midge-rover, SmolSpoon 



A- Age: 22
B- Biggest Fear: Currently, being homeless, drowning in debt, losing what is left of my sanity, losing my boyfriend, getting in another car accident, driving
C- Current Time: 1:55pm
D- Drink you last had: Brisk Lemon Tea
E- Easiest Person To Talk to: Jakobtheman99 DannaArts SleepyIsDead SmolSpoon, Sins-Marionette , Kaotic-Cass  and a heck ton more people. I can blab for hours if no one stops me.
F- Favorite Song: "If I had you"- Adam Lambert
G- Ghosts, are they real: Probably. I have had some experiences tbh.
H- Hometown : A shitty little freeway stop that's honestly a cesspool for crime and drug abuse, masked by a beautiful valley of roses and tall trees.
I- In love with: Jakobtheman99 <3 <3
J- Jealous Of: A LOT OF STUFF BRUH, Let's not go there.
K- Killed Someone? : Almost did. But she woke back up after 4 days =_=
L- Last time you cried?: A long time ago. Surprised it's not been more frequent and more recent.
M- Middle Name: James
N- Number of Siblings: 1 half sister, 2 step brothers, 2 step sisters, several siblings of my soul.
O- One Wish: Just to have a decently nice life for my boyfriend and I. We have worked so hard in our time and are just being shat on right now and it just, sucks.
P- Person who you last called: Sins-Marionette 
Q- Question you're always asked: "Is your hair natural?" "Are you a girl?" "Is this on sale?" (at work and I COULD KILL BITCHES HOW HARD IS IT TO READ TAGS JESUS FUCK) "Who is the top and bottom in your relationship?" "Are you okay?"
R- Reason to smile: Plenty. Trying to keep them all.
S- Song last sang: "Uptight, everything is alright" by Stevie Wonder
T- Time you woke up: 9:45AM
U- Underwear Color: Not currently wearing any ;)
V- Vacation Destination: This list goes on for miles tbh, BUT MY GO TO PLACE IS DISNEYLAND
W- Worst habit: Biting my nails, biting the skin off my lips, picking at my scabs and never letting them actually heal (stolen from midge cuz we have the same habits), spending money when I know i shouldn't. Procastinating, staying in the bath for 2+ hours after i got in.
X- X-Rays you've had: just dental ones
Y- Your favorite food: Most seafood dishes. 
Z- Zodiac Sign: Leo! 

I tag: anyone who wants to do this.

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1: Do you have a song stuck in your head? What is it?

"What do you want from me?" by Adam Lambert

2: Who are you thinking about right now? Tag them if possible

I think about a lot of people a lot of the time but I've always got my boyfriend on my mind ^^ <3 cliche I know. Jakobtheman99 <3

3: Favorite model ever?
Uh.
//sweats
//sweats more
//sweats a lot
//sweating loudly
UHM! This is a hard one for me because I love so many models for so many reasons. How do I pick just one!!? I am gonna go with lat miku just because I can mesh edit her like crazy and turn her into so many other characters so easily.

4: Favorite motion?

Currently it is Gakurako Jodo. But all time it's Dream Fighter. A classic //finger guns

5: MME effect you hate with a fiery passion?

Working floor. I used to love it but then it gave me attitude so now i hate it.

6: What's your favorite drink?

Soda: Mr. Pibb and Dr. Pepper
Alcohol: Pina Colada's and Midori Sour
Tea: Mango Black Tea Lemonade from Starbucks
Milk: Strawberry

7: Who do you admire in the MMDC?

Jjinomu 
kreifish 
SleepyIsDead / DeidaraIsDead 
DannaMMD 
SmolSpoon 
JUchoa 
cacti-sloom 
mikumikuiki 
Swatmare 
PeachMilk3D 

All my babes <3 <3 <3

8: What Vocaloid do you like the most?

Hi yes hello have you met Miki? THE CUTEST SPACE BABY EVER TBH

9: What Vocaloid do you dislike the most?

Honestly, Miku. Just cuz she is soooooooooooo overdone.

10: Favorite thing about MMD?

Textures. Like I am such a slut for textures. But I honestly love all the people I have met through this program, some of y'all have become some of my best friends <3

11: Least favorite thing about MMD?

The MMDC //slapped
But nah um I really honestly don't like the sense of entitlement that people seem to have now-a-days where they demand parts and models and textures and demand to headswap or radaradarada. Ya know? It's just a real dampener and like- hey people spend days and weeks working on these things, we don't just churn them out over night. It takes time and effort, these are digital art pieces tbh.

12: How do you feel about the MMD Communities?

I wish they could get better, they used to be alright but I wish they would improve just a little bit. Make people feel more welcomed and stuff ya know?


13: How are you?

Overworked and underpaid. Broke but I'm happy, poor but I'm kind. Lost but I'm hopeful. I am honestly in kind of a weird bad place and am trying to get out of it but it's been a struggle. I'm really trying and i'm thankful to those who are patient with me throughout all my ups and downs.

TIME FOR SOME VENUS QUESTIONS!!!

1. What did you want to be when you were growing up? Do you still want to be that thing?
2. Do you watch American Dad?
3. Who do you look up to in the MMDC?
4. Favorite anime and manga?
5. Do you prefer summer or winter? Which seasonal colors do you tend to go for?
6. What is your favorite fast food?
7. Do you have a favorite model from any one creator?
8. Country lovin' or City life?
9. What's your all time favorite fandom?
10. Do you prefer digital or traditional art?
11. Disney or Dreamworks?
12. Do you have a favorite model of mine? Totally fine if you don't, just thought I would ask ^^
13. Favorite model or piece of art of your own? :3

If you're tagged ^^^^^ up there then you gotta do the thing I guess XD
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